A Train of Thought

Here I am,
Sitting in this train carriage,
Alone.
Thinking of you,
How you used to be here,
With me.
I remember how we used to sit together,
In this same carriage,
Our arms entwined.
I thought we would be like that forever,
I wanted to be with you,
Forever.
The train pulls into the station,
Our station,
Where you would kiss me and leave.
Why aren't you here with me,
With your head on my shoulder,
Holding me.
The thought of you,
Not here with me,
Alone.
It makes me feel,
I feel,
I feel everything...
And yet, it makes me feel,
I feel,

Nothing.